Monday, May 27, 2013

They say if you're not confused you're not thinkin hard enough

Monday, May 6, 2013

Thank you best friend


A best friend is like a fairy tale she's been there from once upon a time and will be there forever after

Relationships are like glass. Somtimes it's better to leave them broken then try to hurt yourself putting them back together

Love is like standing on wet cement. The longer you stay the harder it is to leave. You cant go without leaving footprints behind.

A wise girl listens, but does not believe. Kisses, but does not fall in love. And leaves before she is left.

Friday, May 3, 2013

What it means to be centered again

You've decided your purpose is to make a significant impact. That's something so real, so definite and true you cannot go wrong with that attitude.


Interesting to be aware of the cycles one goes through when faced with tough times, even some that are near impossible to most. One may express themselves creatively, experiment with drugs, reach out to others, or drown in tears sea deep searching and pining over that feeling of connected-ness; and then there is the "aha" moment of certainty following behind ever so slowly, showing itself in bits, counting on you alone to draw the pieces together into there correct form. A cognitive ability one must learn in order to survive the years after young adulthood.

Thursday, April 18, 2013

If you can't explain it simply you don't understand it well enough

Albert Einstein

Monday, April 15, 2013

So black so blue little I can do so far from where I came into the web of love with you

It's so simple today like we always agreed
But really its not ... and so you've planted this seed
...watch me grow ....fondle my buds ... and you just wait for the big day
When they'll burst open with color full of beauty and pout and you can finally ....have me... your way...

Thursday, April 4, 2013

Why do we pick the hard life over the easy one, when it all leads to the same place?

The journey is more challenging ?

The people we meet along the way are more brilliant, and just as crazy with determination ?

The lows are where we see our true selves at work ?

The reality of what is meaningful is never tarnished ?

We expect nothing less than the amount of energy and work we put into life for the rest of our lives ?

When we love, we may not be there every minute of the day, but we will love you in the deepest way which is the only way we know, because we are so passionate about our dreams, we know no other
way ?

We know that once we make it to the top we will be ready for anything and not because we have the knowledge but because we've already been through it
all ?

We know what we want, just how to get it and we never want the process to end, we desire the unknown, the everyday road block and feed off of the curiosity to know more ?

We never want to stop learning ?

We are teachers at heart, and strive to understand how to be better every second of the day ?

We are the ones who don't understand the concept of unable to or couldn't possibly, we define ambition, determination and crazy ?

We give all we know until there is nothing left to share and then find out how to get more, there exists no end to a living mind ?

We can't help it ?


We are the dreamers and idea makers the doers and the who says I can't because I can and I will-ers.

Sunday, March 31, 2013

I feel like it's seldom that I find used connected to something right now. I don't want to look at anything because everything reminds me that I have no true connection to it, therefore to me,it is meaningless.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Monday, March 25, 2013

The time it takes

I've been out in this city by the bay long enough to build and start a dream. Doesn't mean I have to die in the process, just going to take a tad bit more effort to keep my spirit in mind .... Because the truth is when you do something fully .. It tends to take away from other areas in your life.. Quite possibly self expression for example. A current issue of mine; it's hard enough staying on schedule with the workload and goals I've committed everyday of my life to, but remembering that I'm still a crazy fuck who needs to be freed from er' cage More often than not is a separate challenge altogetha -- which might explain my reason for spending my sleep time on efforts to set free these thoughts that have been flying about the inner layers of my mind, fighting for air amongst my squished cerebral cortex in all its brilliant glory: disgusts me, the temperament of my wits, parading around over my sulking creative genes. Pity really; that in the moment I am released from my duties with school work I literally find calmness in my own insanity, that is for me of course my own creativity. But how to channel it, and when? For time is the most valuable asset to my life at this time, over anything else in this world. Too bad it is always ticking away, no matter how much sunlight I am up early enough to expend; it's always just short of a brilliant idea. Guess I will only flourish in my dreams.